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Describing her scene with Madison as a 'horror movie' Kinsley Karter says she was just 21 when she says she was abused by Madison.

It really made me put my guard down.

Oftentimes, that translated into self-abuse and trying to detach because reality was a little too fucking real.

The lawsuit alleged someone drugged the young woman.

But then you have the unhealthy side of suppressing a part of you or hating it, and it manifests as self-destructive.

I just grew up with a suspicion that there was something really wrong with me and I had certain feelings that I needed to suppress and keep secret.